r.i.p grandma

This time I would like to take a break from the humerous side of me. I just lost my grandma Thursday and I've been going though a rough time. I know they all say that she's in a better place but it's still hard. It feels like just yesterday I was on my to her house so she could watch me while my parents were at work. For the past 3 months she has been suffering with Pancreatic Cancer. I think what makes it so hard is because I had to watch her suffer for those long 3 months. Today we had the wake and there were so many who came to support our family. Tomorrow is the barial and I feel like its going to hit me the most when I watch her get put into the ground. What really upsets me because I just lost my grandpa on the other side of the family 2 weeks ago. I guess it didn't hit me that hard because we didn't have a service for him but that was the way he wanted it. Also, on top of that my best friends mom just passed away this saturday as well. They always say it comes in 3, well its's true. I was torn apart to hear about her mom because that was her role model and she died so sudden. Im having a really hard time trying to cope with all the deaths, school, and work. But I guess if I keep my mind busy it wont be so hard. Thanks to all who have supported me and my family and help me make it though this rough time in my life.